Sunday, December 15, 2013

Crying From A-Z.........!


I opened up my address book this morning and <<WHAMMO>>……….I started crying!  And no it was NOT because I was out of stamps.  It struck me like a lightening bolt that what I had tucked in between the cover and the ‘A’ page were a bunch of things that REALLY MATTER TO MY HEART. 

Things like a sadly sweet letter, written several years ago, by Steve Havery telling me of the death of his beloved wife, Rosalie (I lived with them when I was an exchange student in England in the 1980s).  Another touching letter, from a long time friend, Bernd whose wife, Nathalie died in her 40s.  He was thanking me for my kind words of condolence.  A sonogram of one of the four babies I was pregnant with who died in utetro.  A dear picture of  Natasha (age 5) and Juliette (4) sitting on a swing set  in their Mamy and Papy’s back garden in France during one of our many vacations there.  An AWESOME and ALL TIME FAVORITE picture of Jesse (full-on laugh captured) during one of his Vision Days with his amazing friend, Rob Berkley.  A beautiful picture/inspirational thought by Maeve (“Let The Storm Never Take You Down”) that she gave me during a VERY rough summer (and here I thought I was keeping a lid on my emotions…..).  Last, but not least, there was a list I had asked Juliette and Chloe and Natasha to write.  Several years ago, at the urging of my dear friend, Sandra Vaughn, I asked the girls to write down my attributes as they see them.  The things Juliette, in particular, said deeply touched me.  Seeing her list again reminded me that I  need to read those words with regularity. 

I wonder where you house YOUR treasures?  I’m inspired to think about whether or not I should find better ‘places’ for my keepsakes or just leave them be.  Hmmmm.